So, Brittany and I both have has a little drama with our exes this week. Or maybe I should say "the" exes. Payton proposed to Brittany via text message and I found out that Cooper has an amazing new girlfriend that he loves and is the best thing that ever happened.

And now all we can do is discuss why it seems to be impossible to actually get over and get past your first love because neither of us have.

And the stress erupted into a fight/bitch fest/ sad fest in the car on the way home, which may have been inevitable.

And now I am watching Twilight deleted scenes and hoping that when I bury my Ostara wish egg the things I need will come into fruition. I need it to happen.